4:19
Hold on, I can't quite hear you.
4:21
Oh, let me try and see what can be adjusted here.
4:36
Let's see if this is any different.
4:42
It's still not great.
4:46
There's a setting here.
4:58
How about this?
5:00
Better?
5:00
Yes.
5:01
Okay.
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We'll try to be down a little bit more.
5:10
There's a setting for that.
5:14
You goodness, do you know how to find the setting?
5:16
Yes.
5:16
Yeah, it's interesting.
5:26
We've almost been on it too.
5:28
We've cadence for a while because of various things.
5:33
But when you intentionally change the cadence, it's funny how that.
5:46
Yeah, just that there's not a backlog flashing through my mind.
5:58
And what do I want to talk about?
6:04
What's vital for first place?
6:10
There's normally a sense of just...
6:13
It doesn't matter, they'll be done.
6:18
And that's probably true anyway.
6:22
Just an awareness that has been less.
6:36
And there isn't usually a backlog.
6:40
Usually there isn't a list of things that I plan to talk about it.
6:47
But I was remembering on the way I heard that David and I talked about it.
6:53
He was like, yeah.
7:01
That is...
7:03
But before I go into that, it's interesting the last two weeks I would say have been just okay.
7:16
Like, there's nothing that I have to complain about really.
7:26
It's been more a lack of delightful things.
7:36
I think I'm accustomed to going through life being delighted like frequently.
7:43
And yeah, it's...
7:49
It's like, yeah, life is good.
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It's just...
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I'm not seeing its praises.
7:57
And there are things I could do about that.
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Like, it's sunny today.
8:01
It was sunny yesterday and I haven't gotten out in the sun.
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And that's something that I know.
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It's like almost instant gratification.
8:15
It's been 20 minutes in the sun with protection on people.
8:23
Of course there's research right now.
8:26
Yeah.
8:27
I hope the bottom of me is very good for us.
8:35
But the thing that...
8:37
The thing that's sort of anchoring me in a negative way is...
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It's just sad.
8:52
The company that my dad...
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That my dad's parents formed.
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My dad's dad formed with his two brothers.
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He was an oil company that's still going through this day.
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And it's what generates most of the revenue that we live off here.
9:12
And it's something that my dad gave me a part of in 2015ish.
9:22
And at the time, I hadn't crossed him yet.
9:29
And we wanted me to be able to enjoy this because I don't have kids.
9:38
It's something that he thought was not equitable because his grandkids, my sister's children,
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have part, hasn't I'm gay and I don't plan to have kids, which he's very glad about.
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Then this is a way to people as the playing feel about them.