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He also becomes very scared.
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I'm a trip that I am arranged to go back
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and respond to some of its magic.
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I think, over time, now, come back.
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I'm quite honestly going to know how much I
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is safe for us.
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As a couple, is there a place you could imagine living?
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I'm sharing with you my fears.
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I'm not saying anything else.
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Just, I hear you.
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You didn't go to the grandma.
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I'm fascinated.
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I guess to see these things on walks.
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But I think it'll hang.
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Is there anything that you want to tell me
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that you need from me, the strip, from me too?
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No, I think we have lots of things to talk about
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and the figure out where we are.
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You know, I have a lot of resentment
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of how you handle a lot of things.
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And I'm really afraid of a lot of things.
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And I think I am certain that you didn't
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cause, like, disease.
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But you were actually made it work.
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And I wish, you know, one thing you're hurting.
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Yeah, that's a lot of things said.
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It's that I have a lot of resentment.
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And I, what's coming up most is taking away your betrayal
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and the things you've done to hand my back after you clean, clean,
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you acting in a supportive way to allow me to heal emotionally
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and physically and pressuring me around sex
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and manipulating.
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I have a history of sex abuse and sex is something that's
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very delicate for me.
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And like I was open enough to allow you to have
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some sort of way with eat alone.
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And the way you handle that didn't really
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take into account.
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It didn't make me proud.
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And there are a lot of things you said that still
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with me.
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It's really hard for me too.
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Please, you said, well, now you fucked up the only friendship I had
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getting so much power to stranger prostitute.
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And you say, well, you need to figure out
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by October 15th, because I can't masturbate at that
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because of things you've done trying to cope the way I could
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push you off.
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My disease is only getting worse.
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And when I was able to come up for, I can have the lead.
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It was coming up for air when I felt it was somewhat
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physical, physically, would react to things.
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And I'm not checking to account what you've done
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or things you've said.
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When you equate, like, where same standing
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in the file I sheltered, then I was a bad person.
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It was an awful time.
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And I own that.
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That did say that October 15th, and we talked about it
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the next day, and that's apologized.