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It's going to be late, a little bit.
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Don't you want to take my spot?
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You're going to go.
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No, don't worry.
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He can't slow down.
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I think what I'm struggling with is that I can't really
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get it.
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Not quite that.
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Wait a little more.
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I tried to see if I could get it.
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Today, things like everybody's messaging me
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like my dad called me yesterday and left a message
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from text to me, and they said, Patrick.
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And it's messages as well and stuff.
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And I just, at the same time, that I want to do things.
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I'm going to get out.
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My body is very, very tired.
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I don't go every day.
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It's somewhat big of a man.
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Everyone on your phone is going to understand, especially
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your dad.
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If you're not well, you don't have to explain it.
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People know you.
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People know you are going to ignore them
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if it's not for good reason.
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No, it's just that mind-fuck.
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These are usually real flags to me that
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I'm probably into the question.
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I'm also sick.
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My body's sick.
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And I so much pain and I'm not
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relaxing when I see my feel so tense.
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What can I do to support you?
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You're a guy.
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I don't know, baby.
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If you do, let me know when you do.
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It's in here for you.
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And even if you go see Apollo for 20 minutes later,
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it's worth it.
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I'm afraid of just walking outside on my own.
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And I know it's just weird because I'm not
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talking to try to recognize it.
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I just feel I think I'm just very fragile.
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Right.
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If she was like this is 30% better as far as inflamed
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inflammation and stuff, the lower part was the column.
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And the intestines, I'm also not having a lot of that.
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So there's another morning I have to go.
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And today I actually was able to pass boot by you.
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Easier, easier.
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Much less pain, I'm feeling...
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No, I've had it.
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It reminds me of fishing in the past.
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I know that type of pain.
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The pain that I'm having is not the interior in the inside.
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It's not... it's not pain.
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It's in the cat's and the cat's in the channel.
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Right.
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And it's not just...
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And now to my best sort of obsession of thinking,